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I really just want to go cry.

There is this girl that I know. She’s my best friends older sister, and all her life she’s had really bad anxiety, and depression. When she was very little (like 6) she watched her best friend die. Now this girl is way older than me, but she has been inspiring me since I met her. She is so loud, inappropriate, and wise, I just cant help but love her. She has shown me that its okay to love myself, and she’s shown me how to find help if I need it. She’s never judged me, and has always helped me. When I told her about an incident with one of my exboyfriends, instead of beinf like “oh my God are you okay?” “we need to tell someone” she just said, “I understand, dont let him make less of you”. And that was it. So B, if you are reading this, by some crazy happenstance, Thank you, so much.